The challenges that Life throws upon us. yet God remains strong.

 So right now, It is Halloween night and I'm sitting in a dark room  with only one light on wondering why I am feeling this way! I am supposed to be loving swimming but now I don't. My heart is not feeling it as much anymore and i love my classes but I feel like there is not enough time in my day.. I just need a break from reality and just need a mental health day where I can sit down and relax with a good movie and a good book yet I don't have time for that either. I know I am not the only one going through this but I feel like the whole world is against me right now. It is hard for me to happy right now as well and the only joy I am feeling right now is my joy that comes from Jesus and I can look heavenward and know that no matter what I do. His love is a love that won't let go:) That is a constant reminder in my life as well! So I know that blog posts are supposed to be happy and exciting but right now my life is not that and I needed to write down my thoughts because now I honestly feel better!