Done!

There are so many words to express why I am so happy to be done!  I am back in Philly now the place that will always have my heart even though I go to Messiah.  Overall, being at Messiah this semester has taught me a few things .
1. God will always be with me and is always wanting me to succeed. I don't deserve any of the grace that He gives me or any of the love because I am far from the child that He wants me to be. Under all circumstances, He has my heart and soul. 

2. At Messiah, my roommate and I made it a thing that every Thursday we would go to Powerhouse which is just simply an hour worship service in the dark and an hour out of your day just to totally focus on God. It was so relieving. One of my favorite songs this was You won't relent-Jesus Culture. As many times as I fell away from God this fall when life got busy and hectic and I just didn't have the time, God was still there working on my heart. The great thing about God is that he won't relent unitl He has your whole heart. He will keep bringing you back to Him until  He and you are one and He has your whole heart.

3. I realized that yes, my learning style is very different that others. Because of my learning disability, It takes me a lot longer to study, understand material and just comprehend everything than most people. I  do not use it as an excuse, but I had to realize that Messiah is a extremely tough school for me and whenever people on  my swim team and others told me that I was not managing my time well and I was managing all the time I had, I had just wished that they understood me. Compared to last year and this year, My grades improved and I did find some more strategies of how to learn better. I am getting an education and doing my best for God and no one else.  So I need to stop letting other people get to me and just know that my whole life revolves around God.

So, now I have a break from Messiah people and I can just get have a great relaxing break with family and friends here who are soo cherished to my heart;)